Catching Up

Ok. I decided I have neglected my blog for far too long. I really have been exhausted and blogging has been the last thing on my mind.

I absolutely love my job. I had kids all day T-Thr. I got to spend the day today, printing pictures for people and getting my things in order. I love that I get to see all of my old students and that I get a new group each half hour! It honestly is so much less stressful then 1st Grade. I don't feel on edge the moment I walk in the door.

AJ comes home in just a week. I have very mixed feelings. I am so excited to see him and be with him. But, I am so ready to get this show on the road. He has been gone almost 4 months.. and I am just ready for being apart to count for something. Can you sense that I am a bit bitter? I feel like I am finally into my routine and have formed my support system and have my good friends established to go on this journey with. I am afraid that him being home is going to throw us out of our routine and I am going to lose the independence that I have grown to find once again. Not to mention, It makes me sick to think of saying good bye for the third time in 4 months. I know that I should be so grateful.. and I will enjoy every minute... but it is all just part of the mixed bag of emotions I experience each day. I am lucky that my job is being very supportive and I will take 5 days off to just do adult things with him.

Well this weekend will be spent getting the house in order. I have a Marine Mom who offered to come clean.. so she will come next Friday. Other then that.. I am hoping to have a few friends over tomorrow night for a girls night on my porch. I hope that you are all well.